Fwd: Alarm – post thoughts (parsing error?)
Yes folks. I’ll let you in on a little secret. I have an email alarm
remind me to post thoughts a couple times a week. As you can tell I
usually ignore it.
>>February 10, 2009 8:00 PM : post thoughts
So tonight I wrote a lot. I have a lot to say, unfortunately the
subject matter that occupies my mind most right now can’t be written
here.
I want to open up, spill my guts, use this public venue as a means to
cathartically release some of my … inner turmoil…That is kind of
fun saying without any teeny bopper angst.
Part of me would like this site to be solely composed of civilized
thoughts BUT this is, after all, my own personal space. If I can’t
freely write here…where can I write?
There is something therapeutic about writing to another. Have you
noticed lately how your tone changes depending on who the recipient of
your email is? Of course you have. The slack dialect to friends, vs
the polite tone to elder relatives, to the more formal tone in a
business correspondence. Then there is the world of writing to
yourself for yourself in a personal journal, vs a posting like this
one to you; an audience of unknown composition. I guess you are
primarily friends and family, with an occasional random who
accidentally lands here from some sort of Internet Search Engine
Results fluke.
“This isn’t the metaphysical site, about alien rat poo tinctures!?”
So there. To be honest (without saying what’s really reAALLy going on
for me right now), the tone for these posts isn’t really set in stone
yet.
I guess depending on my mood I can be talking to a specific person,
the entire human population, or myself. I think the unwavering tone I
hold dearest to my…heart, is that I will be honest here. I may not
say everything on my mind but what I do say, will at the very least
make some sort of honest sense…to me, and for the most part I will
keep some sort of external audience in mind to keep any sort of
artistic or creative tangents at least slightly palatable to others.
If this entry had a tag it would be a meta-tag.
Hmm. I’m not too sure about this posting upon a read-thru…it is
revealing and pointless simultaneously. I guess that is a worthy
phenomenon to share with…you.
[I am doing my form of prayer and well wishes for a positive
resolution everyone is happy with]
